Mentaly Dying

All these years, you'd figure i'd have loads'a good memories.

All these years, you'd figure i'd be happy.

All those times, you mentaly hurt me.

All those times, there wasnt an apoligy.



I sit here taking it, absorbing every single word.

If only you'd understand all the bad things i've heard.

Perhaps i diserved all of it, the pain and agony.

But i hurt so much, physicaly and mentaly.



I'm breaking apart, falling to the ground.

Some pieces of my heart, cant be found.

Everytime i try defend myself,you just get more mad.

These where the worst years that i have ever had.



Please, lay me to rest,Alone and insacure.

Please, take away all my pain,and all my fears.

Tears roll off my face, its safe to smile now.

Its funny, it seems i have forgotten how.



All these years, you'd figure i'd have loads'a good memories.

All these years, you'd figure i'd be happy.

All those times, you mentaly hurt me.

All those times, there wasnt an apoligy...



Kai

Author's Notes/Comments: 

At times, love is abusive. You just wana let go of everything you once thought you loved.
Other times, you wish you where dead....

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