My life I once lived now slipping from my grasps
with all my strength to keep it with me
can't seem to have it in my hands
I don't want to live with out it
my life I want it back
whats ahead I can not say
but i know i can't have it at all the same
how things use to be
i wonder why I let it still
surrounding my self with them who never new
who never saw
Them that don't care and laughs at my sorrow
I thought my will was stronger then most
but most saw nothing
Like help that won't never be seen
to damn proud and stubborn
Ears open but still I couldn't here a thing
why or how I let this go as far
Its that old life of mine i miss the most
Can't have it back
and all is gone
with now nothing i have too boast