sitting here with a bottle of pills in my hand
thinking of all the pain and heartache in my life
thinking this is the situation to end all my pain
then it hits me
this is stupid
the cowards way out
I realize how much I would be missed
how much I would hurt
I am going to find other ways
of dealing with this pain
but pills are not the way out
and I learned that the hard way
taking one's own life
is not a cure for pain
but only causes more