i wish i could make him see
all the damage he does to me
the hurt we cant get past
the future that wont last
the hurtful words we say
causes scars i feel today
the wounds that never heal
keeps us in the pain we feel
the past we keep repeating
opens the wounds, my heart keeps bleeding
around and around we go
the same steps, different show
i block out your words, the pain i hold inside
keeping the distance to keep me safe, behind my walls i hide
deep within me is beautiful soul
bound by insanity, deep within a hole
my light dont shine as brightly today
the darkness is only a few steps away
but i keep holding on, i wont quit without a fight
im a survivor, a soldier, and our war begins tonight.