you are somewhere floating in the idea of the world you live in
i can only imagine, watch the buildings fly up block by block
around the moving image i have of your body
the edges of you are blurry like rain
and it is as if there is a strong wind blowing in the picture i have
of you
sometimes i get lost
i look at the roster and there are names with blanks all across
because they have never been here,
or they came and then suddenly were gone
with a ferocity only for them,
i love my students like i'm at war
but what of the ones that disappeared?
i told myself i didn't have the time
to find out where they went
who took them out?
where are they now?
if you check back on me know i'm fighting
i'm fighting with everything i've got
everyday
every second
to fight this feeling
i tell myself everyday
now
now now now and now
is the time
when i fight
to go on
baby if i didn't fight for it
i'd be the same person i was
lost, thinking of the rain and the wind
in all the pictures of all the people i had to leave