should have

i have no more hate left only resolve
next time i will ask,
"what did you mean when you said _______?"
and you too, love.
i will be patient and i will try not to yell.
instead i will grab his hand and look in his eyes
and tell him i love him
first and foremost do you remember?
i love you and i will talk to you
will you talk to me?
if not i can return later

i have no more hate left only resolve
no longer can you find me and pierce me
deep into my skin with your cold claws
i will never forget my blood running ice
at your sharp words
i will never forget feeling nauseous at the appearance
of your name in my inbox
but now your claws can travel elsewhere
for they cannot reach me
or you can sheath them,
love a better girl,
forget me and mine and us

i have no more hate left only resolve
next time i will not be afraid to say
hello, this is me, i've loved before,
i've fucked up, i'll probably fuck up again
so will you
but i love you, look at me,
i love you and only you you
you are all i want
you
it could all make sense
it could all be worth it
i could let go of questions for your eyes
i could give you anything you want
because i love you
first and foremost
do you remember?
i love you
do you remember?
i only told you
5 minutes ago

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