i'm going to sleep now

there is nothing left to say or do my love!
there is nothing left!
go home and be at peace!
i loved you like a fire in our time!
i broke myself for you!
i send you all i can,
in trying times even more,
for in trying times it is most authentic,
to still want the world for you,
to care for you by putting myself in your shoes,

no more hate.
no more hate and no more tears.
i have hurt you and you have hurt me and now
we can barely walk with wounds but i have
straightened up!
and i see you deciding to go,
deciding to go
go home and be at peace,
for there is nothing more i can do to you
that i have not already done
and same for you.
we are no longer.
we have not been for so long.
this is the end of a story because
i can't write it here anymore
i'm not about you,
i'm not about you,
i'm about this gorgeous morning,
tomorrow's application,
their young laughter,
and my own new life which you
honestly
have no idea about and never will.
and same for me.
i would have worked hard to love you forever
sweet,
but it wasn't enough.
i went through hell already
trying to send you off, trying to bring you back,
ultimately just wanting to know you
where you are
that i still care in my own way

but it will never work
and here i am,
signing off and out
my words are my own,
you don't want them
and they aren't for you.
be free, i don't want to hurt you anymore.
i don't need to know.
i just want to be free and to see what happens.
i have made too many mistakes
and i'm going to bed.

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