my eyes peel back from my head
i am cackling
i have never felt the wind before
its as if my heart has exploded
the weight of it no longer exists,
in my chest,
flying is not for language,
it sings, its joy is wordless,
every bad thing that has ever
happened to me
is gone i am transformed
into a fool. a fool/ no son of daedalus
and i write poetry with no rhyme here in my head
there are no thoughts only
a singularity of motion
i can barely breathe
look at the sun
my god the sun is the most beautiful warmth i have ever felt
its song is playing in my ears
all i know is wanting
the purest love i have ever felt and all i
can do is reach for you each moment
coming closer to the climax
my bliss builds on itself overlaps intertwines
a crisscross of unadulterated white light
i am burning
i am burning and i never want to stop
the thought of the fall never crosses my head all
i am now is love
and when i fall i remember
my wings are wax but it doesnt
even matter i know it doesn't matter i knew
flying and no one else has ever known it was worth
death to want the sun to know the beauty of more
the water feels like redemption the blast of my body shattering
is not pain it screams a song of the ending of pain it explodes to let
more air into the empty spaces
the water is too far from the sun and at the last moment i fear for it
but i will not be afraid of death do you know how it feels to fly do you know
?
do you know the sun or its carress upon wings that cannot last
?
do you know the implode of a heart so that it no longer exists the one part of my body
that thinks that holds
the paradoxes of a mind but moves with the ignorance of a body
do you know the ending of the beat
the suffocation that is blood
do you know the crash of waves or
the sweetness of a breath underwater you see
i have known all these things
and in the stories they write about me they think i didn't know what i was doing well
theyre all fools