robert kramer real

please do not visit me

do you know how you said goodbye to me

you slept with me

in canyons     in cars

because you needed pleasure

i slept with you     someone who was not my boyfriend (the first time I had ever done that)

in canyons     in parks

because I loved you

and then     when you got    a new girlfriend

you didn't bother to tell me

until i called you       and you were hanging out with her

i respected you

and never called you

again



please to not say you are sorry

did you know

i almost killed myself

because i thought

i would never love

again

did you know

i searched her myspace page in college

and cried       with pain

looking at you

in love          for the second time



please do not do acid with me

i am untrue to the me

that loved you

the only me that ever mattered

will ever matter

because i tell you it is ok

and it is not ok

i will never be the same

because of the love i shared with you

because of the pain i bore

alone



please do not visit me

i do not want to sleep with you again

i do not want to call you robby

i do not want to flirt with you

i still see pictures of her

and i think she is beautiful

please do not visit me

i feel like just another rebound

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