please do not visit me
do you know how you said goodbye to me
you slept with me
in canyons in cars
because you needed pleasure
i slept with you someone who was not my boyfriend (the first time I had ever done that)
in canyons in parks
because I loved you
and then when you got a new girlfriend
you didn't bother to tell me
until i called you and you were hanging out with her
i respected you
and never called you
again
please to not say you are sorry
did you know
i almost killed myself
because i thought
i would never love
again
did you know
i searched her myspace page in college
and cried with pain
looking at you
in love for the second time
please do not do acid with me
i am untrue to the me
that loved you
the only me that ever mattered
will ever matter
because i tell you it is ok
and it is not ok
i will never be the same
because of the love i shared with you
because of the pain i bore
alone
please do not visit me
i do not want to sleep with you again
i do not want to call you robby
i do not want to flirt with you
i still see pictures of her
and i think she is beautiful
please do not visit me
i feel like just another rebound