the ocean is on shrooms this saturday evening
with the sunset skating
like birds of freedom over its
back it is illuminated
indigo velvet
with my soul gaping as wide
as my mouth at its beauty i wonder
what god brought me here today cause
every impromptu bus
ride to infinity always works out
15 minutes on the pier leaves me
gasping
no one has ever been as alone as i am
and no one has ever been as thrilled
suspended in the middle of the ocean on a wooden
walkway backlit by four cities i know i am
no one
i am comfortable being
no one
simply waiting for words to begin the next story of my life
simply love in between time
time when
i love myself innocently merely because
i can
crowned by goldengate and smoke
i walk the city alone
i learn pathways of concrete
and blood
i navigate the streets and now,
my heart-
effortless it takes me to the most profound places
i have ever seen
sometimes i feel i can only find them
when i am concentrating
every day i open a new door
to myself to
the world
like tonight i can describe the
water
the water is on shrooms the water
is telling me about how much it would have hurt
if i had drowned my entire life in it/ the water
is telling me it is glad it can see me again
and unveil its secrets
to my perfect open
ear