please don't ever call me
again.
i have lost you to too many bad dreams.
and if you loved me
my just-awoken voice as you pluck me
from sleep
would smooth the edges of your anger
instead they cut me
cut me
to a million little pieces
i'm a million little pieces
now
you don't want to heal me
on the phone
you send me naught but
hateful tones
i know
i know
i have to come to terms with losing you
alone
don't ever call me again
you have lost the mouth
that fits around
i love you
you have lost the soul
and this is the boy who stopped my suicide
yes, this is the boy who loved diamonds from my stones,
this is the boy who dove/ clothes on
into the pacific and plucked my body from the blue
i lost him
we have drowned together trying to get atop
so we could float
and soaking/ on shore
I realize
I tried so hard to save you
lost my lungs so I could save you
so now
I realize
I have to come to terms with the loss
of you
alone