Another fucking poem.
Nothing was wrong today,
nothing is wrong in my life,
am i really this small do i
it just rolls on, not too dirty,
and not too clean either.
Just right, in the middle,
I've got potential I don't know what to do with,
I've got love I can feel when the sun shines,
I've got friends, this computer, and this blue to
mean this little the routine of man
write to.
I wake up, I learn, I waste my mind on mindless
MTV reruns, I have fun, I eat, I grieve, I sleep.
Someday, will I grow up and get a job and fall in love
and be happy in a white dress house man life?
The thought always loops me back to my first loves,
where it all began, when dreams of growing up
and being alive didn't hurt, didn't seem pathetic and scorched
like pictures bleached by the sun
into blankness.
and the predicted fading of our bodies
like pictures bleached by the sun into blankness.
sometimes i hear voices and they aare telling me about things more important but i cant hear through the static
and its killing us all.
Nothing is wrong.
This is not a bad poem.
And its not really about wanting more
cause i don't.
But lately i could care less
about love, laughter, friends, and hope.