I can't paint beauty anymore.
I see none through my eyes, these closed doors,
only opening for fire or the occasional tear.
I cannot hear beauty anymore.
The sounds of the city echo sadly in my ears,
these jammed gears, filtering out the music,
amplifying hate and fear.
I cannot feel beauty anymore.
I look at my face radiant in its youth,
skin soft and white like the moon,
and hate it for betraying what I really look like inside.
Let me smile at you.
Let me whisper in your ear as I let my hands dance on your body,
the only thing I know how to do.
The theme is becoming clearer in the night.
I can give you gifts that you will surely like,
things you will come for to me and me alone.
And I will eat up this role,
dancing wildly in the darkness, callin