Look, I know you've got a girl and
we are long over, eons back, lightyears in the past.
Look, I've got me a boy and more experiences after you left
than drops of rain in berkeley on a sunday.
But one day
if there ever comes a day
when you're ready
to see me again, don't hesitate.
I would like to introduce to you His Majesty Phillip,
my bubbler- I know you never knew me as a smoker,
but I've been living the green dream
for years now.
And don't worry, I don't want to touch you-
maybe study the foreigness of your new body,
the deeper tone of your voice and the different
haircut, but I'm not interested in seeing what
it feels like.
I want to hear about your music and about the
second girl you fell in love with, gladly listen to your
stories about shrooms and vodka, gladly tell you mine.
And I won't wince.
I made my life my own, boy, so know just because you are
my first love and I wanted you for years after, doesn't mean
I didn't do my best with what I had, fuck, I'm in college now
intellectual double majoring, english just like I always dreamed.
But I would love to reside over quality THC and share stories
wonder at how much we've changed and just be chill with each other,
i've got nothing against you and think I'd be a great friend.
So call me,
call me boy,
call me up.
When you are ready.