forgotten journal.

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High School

quick writes on wednesday nights.

I love you.

wow, that was a quick sentence.

I guess I've been wanting to say it

for awhile now.

I'm so wary but the hope pours...

life is scary but at some point you venture out into the dark.

and love is a risk,

but in the end its worth it.

thats what I always say before

someone comes along and breaks my heart.



scratchy strings on open mic wednesdays...

and I find I'm thrilled to see you...

and hand you my cd.

every song on there is for you.

and i feel so beautiful, because I know that you know it.

I am confusing everyone that doesn't know us.

but I don't care.



This is a quick write, for forgotten journals,

forgotten words, and forgotten pasts.

I was hurt for so long,

but I can't decide if I still am,

or exactly what this meeting means in terms of you and me.

Whatever, you are an amazing person,

and though I have confidence alone in my room...

sometimes I wish i was more like you.



I still resent you.

I won't lie.

But my love was, is, and always will

conquer anything else I ever have the whim to feel.

You are brighter than the sun, and bluer than the sky.

You are as deep as all these wounds, but easier to heal.

I'm not saying everything is alright, cause its not,

and I doubt it will ever be again.

But you are so beautiful,

and you are my best friend.

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