Loud is how I scream, clapping my hands hard for the best-
almost violently.
Swallowing jealousy, the breath constricts in my chest.
I want you for me.
You are amazing.
Move away please.
So I can be good again.
I stand up, newly shaken, watching everyone be taken by your beauty-
I'm no longer ready... I'm slowly rebounding.
Judging the caliber, the air waves are steady
with the sounds of your subtle voice resounding.
And after, your popularity outstanding.
I shiver as I finish, for a sad and just cause.
I get so tired of measuring the applause.