Memory

I remember the little things

That everyone forgets

The softness of the stars at 12

The shading of your skin

My cell phone vibrates and wakes me up

You call me every night

You know I’m not allowed to talk

Why do you pick at my weakness?

I pick up

And I’m grounded again, I’m grounded again

You use my love for you

As a weapon



Cry to me again

Tell me that your hidden

That your fears are in your eyes

That your running away

Its just like every other night

You tell me your outside of my window

With your bike

But I don’t believe you

I never do



I don’t believe in suicide

I don’t believe in love

But sometimes

I believe in you

You say you let the darkness in

Why do you use my love

As a weapon?



Whisper fake stories in my ear

About how troubled you are

I feel so mundane when I hear

About how much you need me

You don’t need me at all

But I need you

I like to feel alive sometimes



You call me and its past ten

You know I’m not supposed to

I do, and I’m grounded again

I have to prove myself to you

I sacrifice my last inhibition

Why do you use my love

As a weapon?

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