(September) 8:35
"I'm fucking tired of life. Come run away with me."
"I'm in. Where should we go."
"Anywhere but here. That's all I know."
"We all feel that way, sometimes. Tomorrow, you will forget todays pain until it comes again in the next hour. Wait it out. I'm always here, always feeling the same."
I'm slipping away
muttering, "please God..." every night
I don't want to feel sad anymore.
its that simple
Dying in a world of pain
is that stereotypical to say?
Too bad, I'm tired and can't fight
or try to be strong.
Already too much
and too little
Drowning in dread and pressure
and starving for love
always hungry
gushing rivers of words going, "GROW UP, GET UP"
and all the innocence drained away
its been a long drought and
i think the heat has dried up everything.
Another empty night
calling out to ghosts long dead
I don't think your love will ever be what it was before
I'm just too hungry and it will never fill me and
I don't want to feel empty anymore.