Dear child, stop thinking like this is about us.
Its not.
I am not your main story, I am a footnote, so
don't get confused about the where the expositions going to go.
Not far if you keep loving me.
I said I can't be this person for you, and I meant it.
I am not a sweet loving person underneath all my hardness,
I am stone through and through and thats not going to change.
I am content with who I am, in the clouds each day.
And you don't know me, so don't give me all of your
macho "Don't tell me you don't deserve me" bullshit.
You don't know me, and I do, and I meant it.
My story is not about you.
You are paragraph number 13, close to last,
and it doesn't matter. I am cold, and I don't care.
So get the fuck out of my inbox, you are too good to be there.
Your messages don't flatter, they make me so sad.
I am not the person you think I am.
Don't give me your "I only want you" bullshit.
I'm a bitch, and I'm over it.
Every sweet word you say convinces me more of it.
I don't understand your soft language, only the language of hell.
And the more you love me, the more I hate myself.
Please, I thought you would leave quietly through the door.
Don't you see, I'm not a person worth fighting for.