you left me, my love
with no words
soulless, i cannot fight, only breathe
live each day on
put on my shoes
brush my hair
eat my dinner
you left me, my love, with no passion
i wanted to die once, for you, because of you
i was going to plunge my body into the ocean and never come back up
people told me drowning hurts but i never believed them
i feel like water was always meant to be in my lungs
struggling to scream
but now, love, i don't want to die
i cannot die
i have no strength anymore, no will, no conviction
i will live now, a full life
my face already droops and wrinkles at the thought
i want just to be alone to live alone to smoke alone
i want just to be asleep
you left me, love, with nothing
no memories
no hopes
no pain but the pain of emptiness
i cannot cry