I see the world according to mood
I see life, and I want to be
What would happen if I stood
In yesterdays shoes, according to me?
Even though I feel alone
I push away each chance I get
I sit alone all day at home
And then later I regret
Every time I try to speak
My mind goes in a blank
What is it I truly seek
And who am I to thank
Question, wonder, get obsessed
An endless game for me
Give up the things that I love best
To avoid reality..
As what it truly is.