Having deep feelings for you...
not knowing if you feel the same.
Wondering if this thing called
"love", is nothing more than
a game.
Wanting so badly to tell you, the
passion that I feel, yet finding
myself too afraid because of the
friendship that it may kill.
The fear of rejection, constantly
making itself heard.
What if I learn that your feelings
are not returned?
My heart and soul have then been
inside-out turned...for no other
reason than once again to be
burned.
Where does that leave me?
Right back at square one.
Putting up a great front...
Pretending that life is wonderful
and fun. Pretending that I never
shared my feelings with you, my
forever special someone.
I've learned to keep silent.
Let you proclaim it first...
This is the only way for me to
avoid all of the possible pain
and the hurt.
I can only hope that you
understand...
I would love to tell you
everything...
Right now though...
I just simply can't.
It's too much of a risk.