The music in Me

My darkest cloud has no silver line

and after the storm, no sun shall shine.

The fragile note shimmers away admist the fog of pain

the last glimps of hope is lost in vain.

Like a sad tear, it runs its course

and I give up,

I give in, with no opposition from the outside force.

Mellow and slow,

not hard or fast, I fall further away within my deepest fear

and like an introduction from the opera, it all becomes so clear.

This is my show, it's time to play my part.

At first it's me and then it's not.

It breaks my heart.

So sad, so cold - the rythm destroys my beat,

my soul cowers in mock defeat.

Raise your fists in unision with your voice

because like a sparkle of hope, I recognise my choice.

Thousand of chances all caught in one horrific gaze

are not lost-just all forgotten in the haze.

I wait under the deepest,darkest covers tonight

and who would question it

but I do and some day I'll make it right.

I got to voice my temptation, I got to sing my song.

Like magic fingers of a violin I must play along.

Mellow and slow

but not hard nor fast, I fall deeper into my deepest fear

and like the introduction at the operas,

it all becomes so clear.

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