Strength in independence
By. Julian Martin Charles Rodriguez
Theres strength in being alone
No dependence or second guessing
No switch of personality, or constant stressing
Some people view this as kind of depressing
But for my life your opinion is not a fact
Sure you have a lot of strength if your actions are backed
But in my life, i’ve always just lacked
The ability to keep in tact,
But why must this psychological understanding be interpreted as self wreckoning
Its forced me to be a soloist to get everything,
You can’t get a helping hand if friendship is in high demand,
And you can’t let off the gas, if theres no safety net to catch your fall
I know I could have friends, I know I could have them all
I know I have things to give, I know I make people tall
Due to the self revelations discovered through my falls
Every recovery was pain, but self healing is kept as a stain
Stains needed to reflect upon the constant growth
Yes I have battle scares but they’re more like my helpful notes
I see them not as pain,
But more as MLK or JFK type quotes
When a person has my time, I give them intellectual disection type notes
No person on this earth has the knowledge to give my type of strokes
Years of pain and self prevelation builds a mind with no bounds
I’ve always had the odds stacked against me, yet I still stay round
I have the knowledge to ace a test
I have the endurance to run the miles
Sure I have noone to talk to, but its been like that for awhile