The funny thing is
I would have told you
Would have been honest
Tell you, you weren’t the only one.
Even If it was platonic
These games we play
Should be left to children
My heart forever now Is broken.
With each teardrop
Like raindrops
My heart stops
Beating
Just to hear you say
There is another who steals your heart away, with each meeting.
Someone else on your mind today
I thought those eyes only stared my way
And that sweet smile perfectly made just for me..
Nothing hurts more than to be deceived
By someone you’ve invested your trust in
Dreams of holding you in my arms now broken
Every concept of you now stained
My bleeding heart painfully remains
What glory it once knew,
To simply look at you
Now replaced by bitter heartache
And endless tears of shame.
It’s this heart of mine, not you I blame.
So the paintings in my mind of you
Are just fading into
A composite of every shade of blue.
Remember the first day we met?
How we both were shy to admit
But everything just fell in place
Every smile on your angelic face
Was meant for me, so secretly
And slowly I began to fall
What I swore I’d never do
But what could stop this feeling, so appealing
So powerful each time I looked at you?
Dark skies and bad days
Would turn to golden sunny days
with each warm touch from the sun's rays
Flowers blossomed with every thought of you
Nightingales would sing melodies that would
rescue me and you.
Those eyes ocean deep
Hypnotized and made me weak.
Gave me butterflies from head to feet.
How in love was I
How alive I felt to close my eyes,
and simply die.
Now I’ve torn you from my heart
To face my nightmares alone
in the abysmal dark.