I lost myself
in the darkest of oceans
My fall was caused
by constant explosions
Of emotion
Under an influential motion
Of waves crashing against my skull
Breaching my heart like a knife so dull
And like an angel without wings
To earth I began to fall.
So sweetly I heard the gentle call
But I was lost in the melody
Of a thousand dying seagulls.
My life is in a mess
I’m more cursed than blessed
I’m held down under water
Till I run out of breath
So easily comes the grim of death
I have no strength in me left
The battle is fought inside my head
The martyrs are none
but they bleed blood red.
With deep hunger I’m never fed
But I’ve always wondered
If I’m more alive than dead?
I’m confused in this state of mind
With no answers to questions
I’ll never find.
My legs become weak
And I collapse
As the ground is removed from under my feet
I’ve relapsed…
My demise is complete.