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Another year gone, another year passed, another year flew by so fucking fast. A new year has risen with promises of luck. But my heart and my mind don't give a fuck. I've given up hope on things I love most, while others are cheering from coast to coast. I've loved and lost friends with pain as its cost. I don't understand why i try since i suffer. My experiences have not at all made me tougher. I hope that this year will not be any rougher. They say it's a new start. To some it may be. But those people are nothing like me. I've felt pain for years now. How I still smile I don't know how. My depression becomes anger I take out on friends, I don't want to hurt them but my mind starts to bend. I can't tell up from down, or smile from frown. My heart starts to tear like it's being mauled by a bear. For once in my life I want to be part of a pair. But at last I don't think anyone cares.