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Crazed and Nervous
My stomach in knots again
Wishing not to hope
Tired of analyzing
Confused
Am i a victim
Has my heart pulled a fast one
the loosened bonds
could not hold
I should not have listened
it may be too late
so afraid of the influence
my lonely heart has
the mind has been swayed
now it is just the coward
will i watch the protector
awaken to save us all
dragging away from reality
all the gambling conspirators
as they thrash and scream
the voices can be heard
the plea of a wounded animal
“we deserve this,
protector please chase for us
we are dying,
how much more will you sacrifice
to protect something
that may soon be nothing
please protector, fight for us”
how can one ignore their screams
how can one jump
when it may be
water or rock which catches them
I dream of the wings she holds
so that the sky may be warmer
with not just me alone
hurtling through the heavens
cold and mad
