shame upon my child heart
Acting the only way it knows
hating every step it takes
wrap a sheet of shadows around me
Make my heart seem gone
I dont want to own it anymore
It is a weight that is drowning me
I want nothing
I never wanted to be a contender
Yet like any heart
It loves to jump
leaping for leaves
endlessly falling
with moments of pure joy
when life is teasing with sensations
When i forget who i am
How i feel
I feel as fire itself
Yet as my eyes are opened
I feel the cold frost gathering
the slowing of my thoughts
a dying ember saying goodbye