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my brother

i cant belive you did it

i dont know what to say

i dont know what to do

with you so far away

all my and my dreams

are gone for you and me

i sit here wanting to phone you

but there is no way

you left in febuary

what can i say

i was only 15 why did you have to go

a dream is a wish your heart makes

so they say

if my dreams came true

you would still be here

to call me your angel

to tell me you loved me

i am sorry i never told you

would you have stayed?

if i showed i had cared more

would you have ran out on me?

i dont know

but i know one thing and thats

i really do love you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

its for my brother he killed him self in feb

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Crystal Price's picture

i'm sorry about your brother. i really wish he was here. only because i know how much your hurting. i practicaly just lost my little nefue. but yours is worse. and i'm very sorry you have a disfuctional family.. and i would really like it if you would phone me. maybe we could go do something. maybe try to replace our friendship. start all over again. u know what i mean?