wondering where I stand
wonder where I'll land
when this fall nears its end
when I might truly rend
this this darkness from within my mind
wondering when I might find
some measure of what i've said so much
some peace of mind and a loving touch
over and over, around and around
the thoughts romp this familiar ground
am i really good enough for this one thing
to come true and verily bring
some measure of sanity in this world so cold
to face troubles unnumbered and dangers untold