bleeding heart out on my sleeve yet again
tried to keep it where it belongs
but I'm too nice
too fucked up
too shy
I give too much
and get shat on in return
and the ones who try to help
the ones who try to care
I end up doing the same to them
not purposefully, but it happens all the same.
every time I think I've learned my lesson
I prove that I'm just as naive as before