apathy steals my motivation
which adds to my frustration
and makes me want the temptation
of giving into the sensation
of giving into the fascination
of blood lit times, and their elation
swimming in the combination
of ecstacy and desperation
allowing for the separation
of body and mind in exploitation
of weakness, of failure, of this fixation
feed my appetite for this altercation
within myself, by laceration
make it deep and prove your liberation
from this incarceration
in this body filled with trepidation
wondering when the inflammation
will subside and give way to restoration
of sanity, of reclamation
it ends in termination
of all exclamations.
tiring of the reiteration.
of this unhealthy infatuation.