I begin to despair as the time draws near
to make decisions which are still unclear
so many choices, but no direction
just wishing not to make a choice that begs correction
wandering through this endless mire
lost and alone, my only desire
is to find someone willing to stay by my side
and make me feel no need to hide
who I am and who I've been
and to feel alive and happy when
I look beside me and see them there
and be content, no matter where
I happen to be, or what happens next
someone to turn this mournful note into a happy text