once again it's back to the brink
this time will I swim or will I sink?
can I tread the waters without disturbing
all the monsters I find so unnerving
can I survive without falling back
on habits I've formed to take up the slack
from a mind in turmoil, in constant flux
habits formed which prove the crux
of the problem is still unresolved, and still in play
words I've found are inadequate to relay
enough emotions to stop the pain
enough emotions to help me refrain
from this path of self-destruction
irony proves to be the point of this production
what I've got is what I've lived
break the Circle, prove your worth
make your life your own, live for now
stop dwelling in the past and look to the future (what future)
build something you can be proud of (ha, fat chance)
stand up and be a fucking man (coward)
practice what you preach you fucking hypocrite
clean up your act before you try to instruct others
on how to live their lives, you're floundering and
barely managing to survive, learn to leave well enough alone
stop trying to be the savior, you can't even save yourself
(PATHETIC WEAK STUPID WREAK FUCK-UP UNSTABLE)