up and down and through the darkness
it finds me
it makes me
it takes me
to places I don't want to go
to places I have never been
to places best left in the dark
but little by little
I work my way out
I work my way through
and conquer the past
and take hold of my mind
get a grip on my fate
get a grip on my life
but that day has yet to come
I wake from the dream
to find that I still remember
that the war still rages on
to reclaim my heart
to make myself whole
to find the hope that someday
I might forget to remember