sadness welling up from deep inside
a fount of hurt as yet untapped
death is looming ever closer
no one hears the silent cries
no one knows just how deep this goes
no one cares enough to see the lies
the one person i care about the most in this world
seems to care less for me, and more for others
spurned from the affection i so crave
roughly thrown aside like unwanted trash
maybe that's all i am, something to use and then dispose of
a heavy heart beats in my chest
a lonly soul cries out for attention
none cares enough to see past the lies
none can see the pain in my eyes
none can hear the silent cries
no one listens, no one can tell
that somehow i've ended up in hell
vicious words coated with sugar
smart remarks held back by morals
deadly shapes form in my brain
make me wonder if i'm insane
heartfelt words get no response
anger swelling beneath this breast
uncontrolable rage focused on none
untested depths of the darkest desires
no one pays heed to the silent one
no one takes into account the pain i've felt
no one cares enough to see past the lies
no on hears these silent cries
no one see's the pain swimming behind these eyes
no one believes the worst of me
comfort had in the sharp embrace
crimson tinged thoughts hide behind this face
death is hiding in every line
death is biding his immortal time
death is patient he waits for me
death will have me, eventually.....