It seems I've been waiting, what seems like forever
and when I feel I can wait no more
a renewed vigor alights my mind
and makes me think too much
overreacting to the slightest motion
your touch means so much more
the slightest brush from your fingers on my skin
sends me into bliss
making my heart sick, normal behavior
seems like so much more
I'd tell you I love you, if I thought you felt the same
but my mind affixes so much more meaning
to trivial words and deeds
now I'm standing with my heart sitting out on my sleeve
and no one's there to see
for I hide that sleeve cuff behind my back for fear of breaking it
the motions are empty, the waters are rising
and here I am drowning
overreacting, too much emotions
and no one there to say
everything will be alright
and make it so I believe them
for my heart's a betrayer
it's constant fixations
make me yearn for more
my heartstrings scream for
someone to hold them
to make me feel ok
but no one is there 'cause
I let no one closer than arms length
some things that are broken
choose to remain so
because they know nothing
more than the broken way of being.
but some things that are broken
can pull themselves up
out of the dirt and dust
if only for one brief and shining moment
to present the unsullied whole, and
make themselves seem like so much more than
what they think themselves.