Useless lies I tell myself
"it'll be alright, just tough it out"
self delusion, the easiest sin
deny the truth, dont sink in
don't let the misery consume
don't live your life in constant gloom
live for today, but dream of tomorrow
don't hide behind a constant sorrow
just because you've lost sight
doesn't give you the right
to end it all, and then take flight
like sandpaper dolls, life has worn away
my will to survive, I wish it would end.......today