Cigarette smoke wreaths me in decay
and I watch as it blows away.....away
I'll watch as my troubles surface through the fog
of half hidden truths and bold faced lies
but who will I hold as I'm falling apart?
no one will see the beauty in my disgrace
the hunting hands will seek my reflection
for nothing but the reflection remains
I'll tear myself apart to see just how I work
I'll watch as the beauty unfolds.....
the beauty in the breakdown
is there some twisted beauty in My breakdown?
will you try to halt my breakdown?
will you save me from this decay?
or will I just waste away......away
will I be just another fallen star?
or will I be another scar in the life of the world
wallowing in memories.....confusion reins supreme
do you see a beauty in this breakdown?
I see no beauty in my breakdown
just another shallow cut that scabs and and peels and flakes and heals
no lasting memory to see in these marks
there is no beauty in my breakdown....
no beauty left......in me, I'm just broken down