this god damn shit that I cannot escape
it feels like my mind has been raped
I just can't seem to feel at all
I seem to be the one missing your call
I just don't understand what I'm going through
it seems that all I can do is hurt all of you
the ones who I hold dear
the ones who I hold near
and now I can see you throw me away
and I stand by as my feelings decay
if they hadn't already they are dead now
I just wish I could follow them