you raised my hopes to bring them down
and on my face is no longer a frown
but a fake smile when im near you
I can't understand how you do what you do
you said you cared for me so much
and yet you shied away from my touch
you thought I didn't notice that
but I noticed every time we sat
and you thought I didn’t notice your affection for him
but I noticed it all and took it all in
I noticed you liked him but never made a peep
I kept quiet as I could while you dug yourself deep
into a whole where you stayed for a while
our relationship seemed like it could last for miles
and then you decided you liked him more
you told me that and a hole was toreon the silken fabric of my heart and mind
I am driven to the brink others, begin to find
I cant believe only two days passed
before you were going out with him at long last
and you thought me too fragile to be able to take
this news of you and now again I’m fake
the face I show the world is a mask once more
the room housing my emotions I locked and shut the door
and my hopes and dreams are shot down again
but its like they sat "the best laid plans of mice and men...."