heaven is looking glum
and im feeling numb
so I guess ill never feel
this world is feeling so unreal
things seem to be moving so fast
my god I hope it lasts
these feelings are so pure
this person is my cure
for the loneliness
and emptiness
to which im starting to succumb
I guess im feeling dumb
and I don’t know why
im beginning to live the lie
the lie that starts with you and ends with me
im so blind to my heart you see
so I don’t know if I can unlock
the feelings I tried so hard to block
when I wasn’t feeling well
it seems I’ve made my hell
I’ve found someone who seems to care
a lot more than anyone out there
and I just cant knowif im feeling this or if its all just for show
I just cant tell
if I’ve made my hell
or if im just so numb
that I cant know if im glad or glum
and I guess I never will