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This
this pain I cause is my only vice
this pain I feel turns men to mice
this pain, this hurt, is caused by rejection
I thought that you just might be the exception
but I was wrong, and I hurt so much
you cant even seem to look at me, am I such
an ugly person?
or is it the guilt that causes these feelings to worsen
I want to know, but you wont look
it hurts, this piece of my heart you took
the empty space, it feels so numb
I can only hope that I left some
part of me in part of you
I hope that you can get a clue
and see the part of me that’s left inside
'cause if you don’t then I might decide
that love is dead and gone away
it has no place in me to stay
until you can see the pain you cause
or I might end up wrapped in gauze
the gauze will hide the shameful marks
of failure, of weakness, trying to escape the dark
failure of all my life, failure of my mind
the failure brought on by all your kind
you hurt me worse than you knew
you hurt me till I turned blue
you hurt me and yet you aren’t aware
of the consequences for when your not there
people look at me and stare
at my scars that show I CARE....
