This

this pain I cause is my only vice

this pain I feel turns men to mice

this pain, this hurt, is caused by rejection

I thought that you just might be the exception

but I was wrong, and I hurt so much

you cant even seem to look at me, am I such

an ugly person?

or is it the guilt that causes these feelings to worsen

I want to know, but you wont look

it hurts, this piece of my heart you took

the empty space, it feels so numb

I can only hope that I left some

part of me in part of you

I hope that you can get a clue

and see the part of me that’s left inside

'cause if you don’t then I might decide

that love is dead and gone away

it has no place in me to stay

until you can see the pain you cause

or I might end up wrapped in gauze

the gauze will hide the shameful marks

of failure, of weakness, trying to escape the dark

failure of all my life, failure of my mind

the failure brought on by all your kind

you hurt me worse than you knew

you hurt me till I turned blue

you hurt me and yet you aren’t aware

of the consequences for when your not there

people look at me and stare

at my scars that show I CARE....

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