These angry words all written in blood
are all to show them what you've done
you hurt me deeper than I can show
this pain affects me more than anyone can know
this pain, this hurt, was caused by you
and all the hurt you did, you cant undo
you drew me close then threw me away
I don't understand why you couldn't stay
I guess your just scared of life
scared of lying on the edge of the knife
scared of living life with just one person in stride
scared of showing what's truly inside
your heart of hearts, your mind, your soul
and to hold it in will take its toll
you'll find one day you cannot tell
what's in your heart, you'll be in hell
as I am now, no love, no hate
you'll then discover its much too late
as I am now, no hope, no fear
you'll wish, oh wish, to see a tear
to be ripped away from your dry eyes
you'll wish for that to breath a sigh
a sigh of release from the emptiness
a final sigh without the mess
of bloody gore, of suicide
you'll fear the emptiness will not subside
the pain you'll welcome, and come to love
the pain assures your still alive, with one quick shove
you'll show the world what you really are
an empty shell for love to fill
but no love appeared, just pain to kill
the pain you'll see will frame your heart
and then you will likely start
to wonder when you got so numb
you'll think and think and then succumb
to the pain of life, the pain self-caused
the pain of life put on pause
you'll try to think of when it last was
the last time you felt the buzz
that true emotions tend to bring
you'll wonder when last you felt the sting
of true emotional pain
you'll want to feel this acid rain you'll want to feel anything
you'll wonder if anyone is as empty as you
well I'm there.