the places I went to hide from my fears
no longer feel like I belong there
they bring unwanted emotions
they make me wish for the numbing notions
from which I am trying to escape
those no longer hold a place in this new shape
trying to run from these demons inside
didn't work, it only served to amplify
the feelings inside, but it also helped me to face
these feelings from which my mind did race
so I feel no shame in the scars or the stories
because they only show off this new found glory
of a heart on the mend, on the true healing path
no longer wallowing in impotent wrath
and so begins another part
of this imperfect work of art