doctors played your dosage like a card trick
scrabbled down the hallways yelling yahtzee
i brought books on hopper, and the artic
something called "the politics of lonely"
a toothbrush and a quick-pick with the plus
you tried not to roll your sunken eyes
and said "hey can you help me, i can't reach it"
pointed at the camera in the ceiling
i climbed up, blocked it so they couldn't see
turned to find you out of bed, and kneeling
before the nurses came, took you away
i stood there on a chair and watched you pray