Inside, It's Raining

I sit and drown

Looking out my window

At the children playing

When inside it’s raining

Filling everything

I never tried to forget

In my memories

So filled up with regret



Dig deeper

Into your past

Into what lasts

I’ve made my mind

This summer is blind

When you’re everything

I’ve never tried to forget

I will never drown

In this house you’ve made for me

It was never big enough for me

It’s time I suicide to outside

Time to suicide to outside



With everything

You say to me

I want to know

The truth About

Everything

You say to me

You’ve said it all

Before, It’s fake…



Dig deeper

Into your past

Into what lasts

I’ve made my mind

This summer is blind

When you’re everything

I’ve never tried to forget

I will never drown

In this house you’ve made for me

It was never big enough for me

It’s time I suicide to outside

Time to suicide to outside





I want to crawl

Outside my window

To everything

I thought I knew

Before you knew

Everything

Or nothing

About me



Dig deeper

Into your past

Into what lasts

I’ve made my mind

This summer is blind

When you’re everything

I’ve never tried to forget

I will never drown

In this house you’ve made for me

It was never big enough for me

It’s time I suicide to outside

Time to suicide to outside

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Another song I originally wrote for a One of These Days second album...this is about being trapped in something you don't want to be in anymore...it's about being smothered by yourself.

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