If this was the last thing I had to write
This would be the last phrase
If I were to cut it and break it all down
I'd regret losing the hours these days
But there is no way
To make this ok
I cannot take back the time
Where have the days gone?
Lost time is running, so long
When will this stop?
If I made the choices to sing this loud
I am all that you'd be hearing right now
If promises never meant anything
I'd probably give up on this now
But it's too late
I've gotten too far
Only ten feet left to the door
And it's ok
That I don't see you
I'm glad that we've made it this far
I hate the way I'm hating this
Hating everything that is meaningless
I hate the heat in the air
I hate the way life's not fair
I hate the way I am hating this now
If I had a choice I'd give up on this now
To run away, get away
Break every single promise I made
Leave you all
Wanting more
Never understanding the fall
You can say I am out of control
Scatterbrained and tired
Caffeinated and wired
Lack of sleep, lack of words
Lack of knowing my thoughts
Understanding everything
Is what I want, what I dream
If I had everything my way
I'd take you and get away
I'd get back my lost hours in this day
I'd wish that you'd forever stay
You're in my heart