Silent, Angry, Hopeful, Mad, Sad, GONE....

I wish I could keep silent

I could keep still

I would never be angry

And nobody could tell

That I still miss you every time I hear your name



I want to be hopeful

I want to be true

I would never be angry

Especially at you

But everything is no longer the same



And it makes me so sad

To know we're done

When everything we had...

I felt you were the one

And it all crashes down

Everything in one single brutal sound



I thought we could be friends

And I wanted it bad

To just pretend that we're happy

Without what we had

And I am angry that you never call



I wish we could just talk

I want to clear up some things

I feel hurt and confused

You don't feel the same things

But I am hopeful that my future will be just as bright



It still makes me so mad

To know that you're gone

When everything we had...

You felt I was the one

And it all still crashes down

Everything in one unforgettable sound



I just want you to know

That I'm moving on

And unless you say so

Know that I'll soon be gone

I have the feeling that we can't even talk anymore...



I hope that you're happy

With the choice that you made

I know I'll be fine

So long as I walk in the shade

Soon you won't even know I disappeared...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

It's my last attempt to get you to understand that I am not coming back if you don't say otherwise.  Although you haven't really said anything since that day, so why should I expect anything different?  I'm moving on.

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